right so before any of you nobs start calling me a bitch and say 'you shouldnt be with amy ' to stephen. Heres the fucking truth.

Some TWAT who was supposed to be my friend thought it was funny to make out id said this vile comment to him. Then he lied about it and then said i didnt say it. obv ste read it and assumed the worse. The prick even didnt care that it almost cost me my relationship.

The 3 pricks who called me a bitch and said stephen shouldnt be with me deserve a fucking slap. From me. Never once since me and stephen officically got together have i cheated. Yes at the beginning there was a mishap with him and my ex but thts it. In the past i have done things i shouldnt have.


IM A FULL TIME MUM. WHEN THE FUCK HAVE I GOT TIME
TO CHEAT U SAD FUCKS.

Oh im angry

Im sick of ppl being two faced aswell. Dont tell someone One thing then bitch to someone else. You only get found out.


Tel you wot


Shal i go on jeremy kyle and prove my innocence? I got accused of wanting to meet up with the loser. Funny how in my sent box theres a text saying no sorry.


Just cuz u want me and ste to break up. AINT GONNA HAPPEN SUNSHINE..


SAD pathetic twats ever herd of the expression ''none of your business?'.

Hello all. Wish i could post a photo of my amazing kitchen but it didnt let me.

Urgh. It's been a good few stressful days and i'm exhausted. I really miss my old flat. It's just dawned on me that i really miss my sitting room. I miss my little tiny kitchen that was just so cute. My bedroom i hated. But i loved lilys wardrobe smell. I hope laura does this in her babies wardrobe but laura put all the baby smellys stuff in there and ur wardrobe smells of new baby. I will miss that smell.

Lilys become very clingy since we've moved in. I must admit since moving ive had the BEST nights sleep ever. Im so refreshed now. I reckon its cuz when we moved in to our old place we had problems with the windows and it was usually taking ages to get warm cuz we had them shitty heaters.

I love my new kitchen its like my haven. Its bluey/grey and its huge!! I love it :) ive got a lovely garden with lush trees and grass so when lilys walking she can run about in the garden, ill be like one of them role model mums :)

I went hyson green asda earlier. its a shit hole down there. Urghhh i hate that being my local i wudnt go down there in the dark at night!!

Im so tired!! I will be getting all my bond back off the flat cuz we scrubbed the place! So well chuffed!! But ive got my own washing machine and tumble dryer!! goodbye hanging my clothes in windows!!

You know im fed up of the fucking weather aswell it's doing my head in. Rain rain fooking rain!

I hate attention seekers aswell. its like 'oh my lifes so shit' its like stfu u do fuck all with ur life!! there r people worse off get off ur arse n start living!!

Im failing at the diet. Arggh i want to be thin like laura!! And fran!! Argh hate u both :p xxxxxx

Tired today and in alot of pain

Lily comes for a cuddle with me in the morning, Stephen and Lily take up too much bloody room and i nearly fell out of bed this morning! does my back in :( i feel like an old woman already!

Got a really bad sore throat and cold.. probably swine flu... nottttt

Got so much to bloody do today, gotta fucking pack everything, clean EVERYWHERE and no the jobs not done, tomorrows moving day :( URGH :(

This guy is a legend



he actually tells it like it is. and i respect him for that, loads of people hate him because he takes sides but he nearly ALWAYS takes the right side.

TIRED. i feel like this guy...



its like im exhausted, doesnt help i also feel like this..





mmm sexy.

I hate my BMI it says im OVER WEIGHT. i was like WTF i cant be that surely. :( only just over weight so im okay with that but still!! not happy!!!!!!
ill end up on this bloody site



ARGH FATNESS :( and dont say im not anyone because uve not seen me!!

Stephens fast asleep along with lily. i might go back to bed yano, get some energy i feel dreadful!!

xx

I'm so pissed off.


Omg!!!!!!! i might have a breakdown im actually gritting my teeth again!

1. Moving

I hate it, the fucking paint we bought doesnt match the fucking walls so we've got to PAINT ALL OVER ALL THE WALLS. or we'll lose the bond. We've got stains on the fucking floor again we'll probably lose the fucking bond. Vanish DOESNT WORK. I'm stressed out as we've got soo much packing to do in such little time. I hate moving, theres so much decorating to do in the new fucking house aswell. ARGH.

2. Stress

I'm on the verge on a break down. i'm serious. This isnt a laughing matter this time.


3. A friend has really saddened me.

One of my good friends, well i thought good, Rew, has decided he doesnt want to be my friend anymore. I'll never have a good reason but deleting me on facebook and being nasty on msn isn't the way forward. I've always been a good friend but the minute i needed my friends around me you get fucked off like that. Dont need it.

4. No internet for a week

Sorry kiddo, no nettage for a week, pretty fucked off this is why the blog is a long one.


5. I had a good day today with Amanda and william though.

I love my auntie amanda, she's honestly my sister and i love her to bits, i'm ''Auntie amy'' to my cousin William. I call him my nephew to others. Him and Lily are very close. It's joke as my infant school was called William Lily infant school. OUR 2 KIDS NAMES! hahaha. Love you manda xx

6. the flat is a joke

My estate agents decided to put this flat up for rent at a shocking price. We paid 375 now its 420!!!!!! i was like FOR THIS POXXY LITTLE THING? shit!!

7. I hope my house is warm

i need warmthhhhhhhhh i cant wait to have RADIATORS!! not fucking storage heaters.. incase you dont no what one looks like...



THE BASTARD ELECCY WASTERS!!!

THIS IS A PICTURE OF THE BEAUTIFUL HOUSE =]



ARGH

pissed off.

Thats loads of people turning their backs on me now, i might just ask my self, is it actually me causing this problem?

Is it actually me pushing people away so that they turn on me? I'll never understand, maybe i'm too wrapped up in my own problems maybe? I've always been there for people, always put them before myself. it just saddens me how people just up and leave and come crawling back when they want something. I cant do it anymore.

Pissed or what.

the stupid new house wait for it DOESNT HAVE A BT LINE. So they are coming to fit one on the 11th. So as of the 4th, no fucking internet, this is a pain becauseeeeeeeeeeee

1. my crops will die on farmville
2. cafe world will go shit
3. no blogs
4. no rants.

OMG SHIT AS.

On a good note, i've managed to sort out my lovely bills and things, so fingers crossed if all is well and done there shouldnt be a problem (knowing my luck there will be)

Lily has been a good girl today, been to see my Nana at her home and raised lots of money for the home to take the old people on day trips, sweet actually :) i got some jewellery out of it so i'm not complaining :)

i love laura bradburn.

X factor is a no go tonight, i actually cant be arsed with it.

Weird but i dont care,



Yum.



It's his humour mind! Micheal mcintyre



Oh yes please :) Russell Howard



Again the humours a turn on! Noel fielding



His voice is like OMG sexy

Ah i'm in 2 places today. Heaven and hell.

Heaven - i finally got my house, yeah it's pretty exciting yet stressful, i hate moving. Infact, no i despise it. But the thought of my own house, it's like, wow.
Lilys been good today, she's a little cutey and enjoyed her petit filous yoghurt lol. So did i.... lmao. Hmm and i had steak for tea with pasta :) it's given me heart burn tho which is a pain!

Hell - I have alot of hate for 2 people right now. Well, no 1 in particular. I dont know, i just hate them so much, it's like for what they've done to me recently then one has the cheek to suck up to me. It's like FUCK OFF. Seriously why the hell do you do this? You one minute accuse me of wanting your lad, then texting me being all nicey nice? Just get fucked. I dont want ote to do with that prick anyway of a lad, Who i'm ashamed to call part of my life. Why would i want someone else anyway? Happy thanks with my lad and girly girl. God i really hate that 1 person. I'm always bought into their pathetic little arguments, all i do is give advice then i get blamed for breaking them up. Leave them too it i guess, Least then i dont get blamed.

I'm pretty chuffed mind, xmas is round the corner. got Stephens presents today. got him 2. but they're really special. I cant wait for tomorrow, going to see my family in my nanas home, Me, Lily, Mum, Oliver, Auntie Jayne, Callum (i think), Chloe, Auntie Amanda and William will be there with my Nana to raise funds for their home. I think it's nice as all the old people fuss over Lily.

I'm dead proud actually because i've lost half a stone. Even though i've just had ben and jerrys ice cream naughty me.

I've got a huge confession. i have the biggest crush on richard hammond. I feel like a silly school kid!! Sorry but seeing him in his suit is the biggest turn on, as weird to you lot as it is!!



YUM <3 omg....
FIT <3 LOL



This is apparently his house, i could see myself living there to be perfectly honest. Get rid of his wife :P mwahahahaa! Sorry stephen i just cant help myself xD

Is too big for my liking.

I have family all over the country, all over the world! and the majority i actually love to bits :)

I know what i'll do, i'm going to name every family member i can think of LMAO
WHO I SPEAK TOO. i'd be here all day if i had to name every member.
ahhh i cba

but i hate some of them, because despite the fact ive done EVERYTHING for a certain member of my family, they go and throw it back in my face. it made me so angry. Sorry i couldnt do anything for you, but after what you said about me and lily, you had no right to put what you did on facebook.. tread water carefully, you have no idea what im capable of...

MOVING SUCKS

Do you have any idea how much i hate call centre pricks?

OMG!! basically, i had a bit of mould on my window cill that multiplied LOADS and it made the paint on my cill come off.

So i rang maintenance, and they were like ''not my problem'' EVEN THO ITS THEIR FUCKING PROPERTY.

then i had this cheeky lairy chav telling me i was going to lose my deposit. this is supposed to be a call centre that cares about their people NOT SOME TWAT!! So i ended up going ''i wanna take this further please'' and then he goes IVE DONE NOTHIGN WRONG and then my estate agents went mad when i told them. So tomorrow it shall be sorted lmao :)

god i hate this flat i cant wait to go into my new house which also has the land lady whos decided shes going to take her time with repairs so we have to move in whilst their doing work! OMG GAY!

god i just wanna cry sometimes, i cant even mention half the things going through my head right now! ANGRY MUCH? hahaha i got called crazy girl earlier because of my rants. i actually like that. Cause its true. i am crazy! but in a good sorta way :)

Lily has established she likes banana and cookie crumble puree now. it's lush i might just eat baby food to lose the weight LOL xx